A list from soulful-tears

I am tired, no I am very tired.

Up at 6 in the morning, after breakfast on the road till 8.00, spent the morning with out several complex issues which I did not have time to resolve before heading to to next visit. One and a half hours in driving all of 15 miles! Bath is a sod of a place on Friday lunch time, I missed that appointment due to the traffic - Not happy. Then on to the final one of the day. Another hour and a bit to do Bath to Bristol, I know its only 13 miles but that was the traffic today. But before I got there I had a mobile call to tell me that things were going wrong due to someone else's F---- up and I had to come up with a proposed solution by 9.00am on Monday, i.e. weekend working, as if I did not have enough on.

I get home dying for a cup of tea only to find that I can't get to the kettle because there is so many dirty plates stacked in front of it. So empty the dish washer, reload dish washer, switch dish washer on, fill kettle make tea, sit at lap top drink tea.

I know Sas is not very fit, but do I feel that I'm the only one doing any work around the house, as if having two jobs are not enough, and being refered to the sleep clinic in Bristol.

I just need time to rest, drink tea and be me.